yes, im back to my normal rants oops

okay, so before you start reading this, just know this is just another sad rant by a teenager who doesnt look like a teenager and doesnt act like a teenager (rather a toddler from what i’ve been told??) and is constantly stressed. i mean, this thing has been on my mind for quite a while…

a somewhat letter?

a letter for the one’s who are like me aka a letter for the future version of me, without bullet points. learn how to say no. try to not let the small things bother you, if you really are me then you’ll know the small things i’m talking about. remember that it’s okay to cry….

i swear i dont (previously: untitled series, #1)

title courtesy: Cameron D Hamilton (thankyouu, aye) disclaimer: this is not a writing, this is a 10 pm work and this is not meant to be anything. this might be close to a rant but this is not a rant. i repeat, this is not a rant. i hate how you still look at me the way you…

our hearts and other broken parts

i’m watching myself through the reflection, i look as dead as i feel. the eyeliner isn’t as smudged as it was last night. i’m trying to pick up the pieces of the hearts that i’ve broken. maybe they’ll fit together to make mine. i want to help myself with all the pieces and lay them…

modern incomplete fairytales, #5

(read other parts of this whole series first; modern incomplete fairytales, 1-5) pt5, the airport.  it’s been a month and she’s leaving again even though she promised not to. she’s at the airport and he’s at the library she worked at. she’s trying not to miss the flight and he’s trying to get a cab. the fate’s…

book suggestions (!!)

okay, so this is something i’ve always wanted to so i’m finally doing it. (yay) and most of them are just going to be romance so hahah sorry 1. Shiver (trilogy) by Maggie Stiefvater if you’ve read the plot or have heard about it, it might seem like a classic werewolf story. but it’s not…

modern incomplete fairytales, #4

(read other parts of this whole series; modern incomplete fairytales, 1-5) pt4, the bus station.  they met again at the old bus station with no railings and where a bus rarely came. it wasn’t raining but umbrellas were involved. he never believed in umbrellas, and she never believed in getting wet. she had a peach umbrella with blue stripes and he…

love taken from real conversations, #2.

i often find myself wondering how it feels to live in a poem, to be the one they read every night; trying to find the meaning every time, in every line. to be a poem that breathes and talks about everyone you ever loved and no one will even know about it, because they wont…

modern incomplete fairytales #3

(read other parts of this whole series; modern incomplete fairytales, 1-5) pt3, a small flashback, a somewhat forgotten memory.   as he’ll sit on the small bench and the autumn leaves will fall, it’d remind him of a small memory of her, with his hands around her waist, pulling her in, closer and closer. with her hands in…

love taken from real conversations, #1

maybe what you’re looking for is something more than just comfort. maybe you want to be comforted like you’re loved. to be loved like you’re wanted. to be wanted like you’re needed. to be needed like you’re important. to be important like you are you. to be you like you are in one piece, as…

modern incomplete fairytales, #2

(read other parts of this whole series; modern incomplete fairytales, 1-5) pt2, the libray.  you’ll walk into the library I work in. you’d roam around, looking for a book for your niece. from your unmade hair and wrinkled shirt, I’ll say you just rolled out of bed and didn’t bother to change; though you’ll never admit…