for your mind is a part of you and these words will never be enough

your mind is not a gallery, i don’t want to walk around and look at the paintings you made for her. i don’t want to smell the fresh scent of the fabric colour that will roll of in waves from your walls. i don’t want to see the way her initials can still be seen through the triple coat of paint.

your mind is not a garden, i don’t want walk look around and see all the roses she planted and all the thorns you puked. i don’t want to look at the weeds spreading around as i touch every part of you. i don’t want to see your leaves turning yellow.

your mind is not a map, i don’t want to explore and whisper the names of the cities and the people that don’t make sense. i don’t want to look at the trail my hands make from your home to heart, from your heart to the place you fall asleep. I don’t want to look at how fresh her name looks over the place you marked as your home, how it still stands out.

your mind is not a museum, i don’t want to look at the artefacts you saved for her. i don’t want to find the fossils of her broken heart you still hide in every corner.

your mind is not a library, i don’t want to read your story and find her name in every chapter. i don’t want to see how you wrote her a poem and titled it after me. i don’t know want to know how she was beautiful enough to make the stars fall.

your mind is a part of you and all these metaphors will never be enough to describe you. but i don’t want to know how happy you were with her, i don’t want to know how happy she still makes you. i don’t want to know anything, i don’t want to know anything.

– t, your mind is a part of you and i cant wait to piece all of it together.

 

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3 Comments Add yours

  1. ❤ Fantastically adorable. So brutally but charmingly honest and that wonderful build to wanting to know all the pieces is truly inspired.
    Really great piece ❤

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    1. tee says:

      thankyou so so much😭

      Liked by 1 person

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