how to feign indifference

1. start smiling a lot, never let it slip your lips because someone might catch you at your worst and we all know what happened the last that happened. one crack and you’re gone. but smiles know how to cover cracks and faults, so no matter what happens, you cannot lose the one thing that has the ability to save you.

2. do not try to hurt them, or anyone else. to hurt means to care, to care means to be disappointed and to be disappointed means to be hurt.

3. put all your grudges aside when you see them, it’s like stepping into a taxi and realizing you’ll have to try to hold your breath for the next 15 minutes because it smells like stale chemicals and dead fish and breathing from your mouth feels disgusting. so suck all your grudges in, it’s only for a while anyways.

4. do not talk about it, the more you talk about it, the more you think about it. the more you think about, the more you want to talk about it. talking is comforting yes, but we do not need sadistic temporary comfort. the key to put up a good lethargic front is that you keep your true feelings hidden from everyone.

5. do not look for them in front of them, do not look for them in front of anyone who knows them, do not look for them in front of anyone related to them, do not look for them at all.

6. do not do anything related to them, do not listen to songs about them, do not write about them, do not read about them, do not think about them, do not do anything related to them.

7. follow all the do not’s even if they’re a lot and even if they hurt because this how you feign indifference and i hope to god, you master it because i almost did and by writing this, i just lost it.

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7 Comments Add yours

  1. Dior says:

    Thank you, tee. Just thank you

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    1. tee says:

      😊 glad it helped.

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  2. VictoryInTrouble says:

    Wow, excellent. And painful.

    Liked by 1 person

    1. tee says:

      thankyou so much. ❤

      Liked by 1 person

  3. its.me says:

    thank you. i think your blog is wonderful. your personality comes through from your writing. i really liked your “incomplete fairy tales” series. make more. i love it.

    Liked by 1 person

    1. tee says:

      such a sweet thing to say oh my god, thank you so much!! and hmm i don’t know if I can write more of incomplete fairy tales hahah but thankyou so so muchhh

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      1. its.me says:

        Oh noo. I loved the series so much. You should write more series. Check out my blog when you can 😀
        https://perpetualkalopsia.wordpress.com/

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