things we shouldnt be afraid of:

things we shouldn’t be afraid of:

z. of telling someone that they’ve hurt you.

y. of saying, “i dont deserve this, i deserve better.”

x. of telling someone, “you’re very important to me.” / “thankyou.”

w. of change. it always comes with an upside.

v. of saying, “i wish you’d stop drinking, i hate how you lose yourself after.”

u. of people. some arent as bad as others.

t. of love. / “cant let the past define your future.”

s. of saying, “i’m tired.”

r. of telling someone, “please dont touch me.”

q. of complimenting someone, “i love your socks.” / “you make amazing coffee.”

p. of telling someone, “please dont ask me what happened, i dont want to talk about it.”

o. of spiders and snails. they’re the prettiest if you stare long enough.

n. of asking someone to understand.

m. of telling someone, “constantly showering you with reassurance and love and then receiving shit in the end, is exhausting.”

l. of crying. it doesnt always lead to worse things.

k. of asking, “why are you only nice when you need something?”

j. of being left. you’re stronger than you give yourself credit for.

i. of telling someone, “i think i really really like you and every time you talk about her, it hurts.”

h. of eating. you think you’re doing yourself a favor, but you’re not. it’s a feeling that comes as a witch in disguise, please dont be snow white.

g. to hold someone’s hand.

f. of stating an opinion. (unless it’ll hurt someone and they truly deserve it)

e. of telling someone, “i dont want to talk to you anymore. you make me feel bad about myself. please stay away.”

d. of trying new things.

c. of waking up.

b. of opening up. / of letting someone in.

a. ___________________________________

dear reader,
thankyou for reading.
four months ago, i started this list with two points and, after umpteen baby steps, we’ve reached here. i cannot explain how important this list is to me. these 26 bits and pieces make up some very important phases of my life. so, this is a list of things i’m mostly scared of. this is a list of things we are all mostly scared of. and i can only hope that there comes a time when we don’t have to be scared of any of these, anymore.

the last point (a) is open to interpretation.
if you have something in mind; fill it, complete it, finish it. it’s yours now.
yours sincerely,
t.

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3 Comments Add yours

  1. nataliesalchemy says:

    I was afraid for so long to say “y”. I guess I’m still afraid to say those exact words though because when I said it, I tried to sugar coat it. But, nonetheless, I was able to free myself from that person who caused me so much pain.

    Natalie | Natalie’s Alchemy

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  2. hell0chloe says:

    Wow, I love this so much. Beautiful .xx

    Liked by 1 person

  3. a.m. says:

    one of my favourite things you’ve written/come up with so far.

    Liked by 1 person

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