closure.

closure ;|ˈklōZHər| (noun)
– a feeling that an emotional experience has been resolved.

(this contains my bad humor and a rant on how to be happy)

modern incomplete fairytales, #5

(read other parts of this whole series first; modern incomplete fairytales, 1-5) pt5, the airport.  it’s been a month and she’s leaving again even though she promised not to. she’s at the airport and he’s at the library she worked at. she’s trying not to miss the flight and he’s trying to get a cab. the fate’s…

modern incomplete fairytales, #4

(read other parts of this whole series; modern incomplete fairytales, 1-5) pt4, the bus station.  they met again at the old bus station with no railings and where a bus rarely came. it wasn’t raining but umbrellas were involved. he never believed in umbrellas, and she never believed in getting wet. she had a peach umbrella with blue stripes and he…

modern incomplete fairytales, #2

(read other parts of this whole series; modern incomplete fairytales, 1-5) pt2, the libray.  you’ll walk into the library I work in. you’d roam around, looking for a book for your niece. from your unmade hair and wrinkled shirt, I’ll say you just rolled out of bed and didn’t bother to change; though you’ll never admit…

excerpt from a story I might write, #1

on the way to infinite, you taught me how to love myself. you made me believe my body an artist’s empty canvas and you had all your colors and brushes set. I learnt to love myself like I had vines growing from my hair and dandelions flowing in my veins. But then dandelions are weeds…

modern incomplete fairytales, #1.5

(read other parts of this whole series; modern incomplete fairytales, 1-5) pt1.5, the coffee shop. she’ll walk into the coffee shop we used to hate. I’ll be there sitting in the corner booth. I wont see her right away. I’ll be busy typing, still trying to finish that one novel I could never finish. I’ll hear a laugh…

to love a soul, #2

for a writer, you’ll be the one she’ll write the most about. you might not always have the role of her knight in shinning amor and you might as well end up up being described as a nightmare, bear with her. she still loves you. she will write about the future, with and without you….

almost 110 happy days without you.

day 1: i went to bed with an empty stomach and pretended not to love you day 3: i cut all the dried flowers i had from the time we went to the public park. day 7: i read our old messages and tried to kill the monsters under my bed. day 11: i counted…

modern incomplete fairytales, #1

(read other parts of this whole series also; modern incomplete fairytales, 1-5) pt1, the coffee shop.  i imagine a few years later, i’ll walk into the coffee shop we used to hate. I’ll notice you right away. you’ll look older, and you wont have a stubble as i thought you would. your shirt wont have as many stains as it…

to love a soul, #1

for you,  when you look at your face today, look at it like you are seeing it for the first time. it might be hard at first, and might seem impossible but try it. think about all the freckles you have, freckles are poetic. you are poetic. write yourself a poem and if you want…